a thank you letter

-T H A N K  Y O U -

I really loved reading your kind words.

Thanks for letting me get so personal yesterday. I thought a long time about whether or not to go there. I don't know why admitting it is such a big deal, but it is. The last thing I want is for someone to think me+him are broken.  I blog to have a creative outlet and also to keep a record of my life.  I want to be able to look back and remember it all; the way it actually happened.  I want my future kids to know how much I wanted them and how long I waited.

I know I am not alone in my suffering, that we all have "stuff" to face. I also know that the bad days make the good days seem better...so there has to be a whole lotta great days ahead.  I don't think I will be discussing this topic on here very often.  It can be exhausting to re-hash and give updates on such a S L O W process.  But, I want you know that I am trying my best to enjoy the ride. I hope you will too.

{breathe}